Moira dela Torre got candid about her journey following her separation from husband Jason Marvin Hernandez.
In an episode of Magandang Buhay, Moira was asked by host Regine Velasquez if there was a point that she blamed herself for what happened.
Moira confessed, "I guess sa lahat naman ng pinagdadaanan ko sa buhay iyon 'yung initial reaction ko eh. I always say what did I do wrong? So especially now, saan ba ako nagkulang? Dati akala ko 'yung 'Paubaya' kanta ko lang."
She added, "Pero tinatanong naman talaga natin ‘yun lahat, sa sarili natin, saan tayo nagkamali? Saan tayo nagkulang? Di lang sa relationships di ba? Sa career, sa kung ano man."
Despite the challenges that she is going through right now, Moira believes that she will surpass it all through her faith in God.
"But at the same time, I also know na God makes all things beautiful in His time and 'yun talaga 'yung pinanghawakan ko na I may feel like broken glass right now but God can make me a diamond again. And I know I will be whole again, I know he'll be whole again," she remarked.
"Mag-fail man lahat sa buhay ko, I know God will never will and alam ko sa puso ko na true love exists and in my life it may not be in human form but it exists in my life because God is with me. And because He is with me, I can forgive dahil may Diyos ako sa buhay ko. Malaya ako," she added.
Moira also opened up about her healing and grieving process.
"Siguro po ngayon I’m in a season na hindi ko nakita. Hindi siya… kumabaga mahilig kasi ako mag bullet journal, mahilig ako mag-plano, kumbaga wala 'to sa plano. Pero ang galing kasi dito ko po natututunan na mabait talaga si Lord. Kasi dito ko nakikita na parte pala ng grieving 'yung healing, na pwede pa rin pala ako maka-experience ng joy sa umaga kahit umiiyak ako sa gabi," she said.
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Moira remarked that her current experience also made her realize that God will turn her pain into something beautiful someday.
"Ang akala ko kasi dati kapag dumadating ‘yung mga moments na ganito, iisang feeling lang all throughout. First time, sana last time na 'yung ganito eh. It is a foreign feeling to me and I didn't expect it to be like this but I realized na 'yung what the enemy meant for harm, the Lord always turns into beautiful things pero for me, and I know lahat tayo common denominator natin is, when all else fails God never does and we can hold to Him."
It was on May 31 when Jason confessed on social media that he cheated on Moira and that they are now separated.
In an Instagram post, Jason admitted, "This is probably the hardest thing I’ve ever had to write. But since you guys have been with us from the start, it is only right that you hear this straight from me. 3 years ago, I married my best friend with the intent of spending the rest of my life with her. Though my love for her has always been genuine, a few months ago, I confessed to Moira that I have been unfaithful to her during our marriage."
He added, "I believe that she deserved to know the truth rather than continue down a 'peaceful' but dishonest path. I take full responsibility and I’m doing my best to be better. From the bottom of my heart, I’m sorry for everyone I hurt. Especially Moi."