Comedienne Kitkat is still in disbelief that her grandmother has already passed away.
Comedienne-singer Soraya Ray L. Bañas or better known as Kitkat penned a lengthy post as she mourns the death of her grandmother Purificacion B. Lopez.
Kitkat, who fondly calls her grandmother Lola-nanay, shared that she was on her way to the hospital when she found out that the latter was already in the morgue waiting for her.
“Ganito pala ang feeling ng mamatayan ng mahal na mahal sa buhay! Dati palagi ko iniisip di ako ready talaga pag nawala ang lola nanay ko. Papunta palang ako sa ospital akala ko maaabutan kita, ngayon sa morgue mo na ako hinihintay. Mahal na mahal kita nanay. 'Di ko alam kung kakayanin ko 'pag nakita na kita. Isang oras pa byahe ko, sana hindi pa din totoo,” she wrote.
In a separate post, Kitkat shared one of the conversations she had with her 91-year-old grandmother before she died.
The actress and her grandmother would always talk about how she would live her life until she reaches the age of 100.
“Mahal na mahal kita Nanay! Di ko ata kaya! Di ko napaghandaan to! Kahit sinasabi nila na 91 ka na at mag ready na din ako. ‘Di ko talaga kaya kasi di ba usapan natin hanggang 100 yrs old ka? Nanay!
Di ko kaya! Hirap na hirap ako tanggapin ngayon/ Nanay, marami ka pang gusto na jacket ko ‘di ba? Pano mo masusuot to sabay sabay? Nay, gising ka naman! Sana nananaginip lang ako,” she wrote.
Sharing how she always feared that this day would come, Kitkat also remembered one of those unforgettable memories she had with her grandmother as a kid.
“Sa buong buhay ko eto ang pinaka kinakatakutan ko. Ako pa din yung batang inaalagaan at karay-karay mo sa bus na binabayaran mo ang buong upuan 'wag lang ako magsungit 'pag may katabi. ‘Di ko alam kung hanggang saan ko kakayanin at totoong wala ka na,” she added.
Kitkat, who last appeared in separate episodes of Ipaglaban Mo and Maaalala Mo Kaya, did not give further details about the death of her grandmother.