Jewel Mische shares thoughts on ‘unexpected’ pregnancy

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<p>Former actress Jewel Mische turned to image-sharing site Instagram on Monday to express her thoughts on her “unexpected” second pregnancy.</p><p>It was last December 23 when the <em>“Paraiso" </em>star broke the news that she and her American husband, Alex Kurzer, are expecting a new addition to their family. They have a one-year-old daughter, Aislah Rose, who was born in July 2018.</p><p> </p><blockquote class='instagram-media' data-instgrm-captioned='' data-instgrm-permalink='https://www.instagram.com/p/B6ZBXlbg2Se/?utm_source=ig_embed&utm_campaign=loading' data-instgrm-version='12' style=' background:#FFF; border:0; border-radius:3px; box-shadow:0 0 1px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.5),0 1px 10px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.15); margin: 1px; max-width:540px; min-width:326px; padding:0; width:99.375%; width:-webkit-calc(100% - 2px); width:calc(100% - 2px);'><div style='padding:16px;'><div style=' display: flex; flex-direction: row; align-items: center;'><div style='background-color: #F4F4F4; border-radius: 50%; flex-grow: 0; height: 40px; margin-right: 14px; width: 40px;'> </div><div style='display: flex; flex-direction: column; flex-grow: 1; justify-content: center;'><div style=' background-color: #F4F4F4; border-radius: 4px; flex-grow: 0; height: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; width: 100px;'> </div><div style=' background-color: #F4F4F4; border-radius: 4px; flex-grow: 0; height: 14px; width: 60px;'> </div></div></div><div style='padding: 19% 0;'> </div><div style='display:block; height:50px; margin:0 auto 12px; width:50px;'><a href='https://www.instagram.com/p/B6ZBXlbg2Se/?utm_source=ig_embed&utm_campaign=loading' style=' background:#FFFFFF; line-height:0; padding:0 0; text-align:center; text-decoration:none; width:100%;' target='_blank'><svg height='50px' version='1.1' viewbox='0 0 60 60' width='50px' xmlns='https://www.w3.org/2000/svg' xmlns:xlink='https://www.w3.org/1999/xlink'><g fill='none' fill-rule='evenodd' stroke='none' stroke-width='1'><g fill='#000000' transform='translate(-511.000000, -20.000000)'><g><path d='M556.869,30.41 C554.814,30.41 553.148,32.076 553.148,34.131 C553.148,36.186 554.814,37.852 556.869,37.852 C558.924,37.852 560.59,36.186 560.59,34.131 C560.59,32.076 558.924,30.41 556.869,30.41 M541,60.657 C535.114,60.657 530.342,55.887 530.342,50 C530.342,44.114 535.114,39.342 541,39.342 C546.887,39.342 551.658,44.114 551.658,50 C551.658,55.887 546.887,60.657 541,60.657 M541,33.886 C532.1,33.886 524.886,41.1 524.886,50 C524.886,58.899 532.1,66.113 541,66.113 C549.9,66.113 557.115,58.899 557.115,50 C557.115,41.1 549.9,33.886 541,33.886 M565.378,62.101 C565.244,65.022 564.756,66.606 564.346,67.663 C563.803,69.06 563.154,70.057 562.106,71.106 C561.058,72.155 560.06,72.803 558.662,73.347 C557.607,73.757 556.021,74.244 553.102,74.378 C549.944,74.521 548.997,74.552 541,74.552 C533.003,74.552 532.056,74.521 528.898,74.378 C525.979,74.244 524.393,73.757 523.338,73.347 C521.94,72.803 520.942,72.155 519.894,71.106 C518.846,70.057 518.197,69.06 517.654,67.663 C517.244,66.606 516.755,65.022 516.623,62.101 C516.479,58.943 516.448,57.996 516.448,50 C516.448,42.003 516.479,41.056 516.623,37.899 C516.755,34.978 517.244,33.391 517.654,32.338 C518.197,30.938 518.846,29.942 519.894,28.894 C520.942,27.846 521.94,27.196 523.338,26.654 C524.393,26.244 525.979,25.756 528.898,25.623 C532.057,25.479 533.004,25.448 541,25.448 C548.997,25.448 549.943,25.479 553.102,25.623 C556.021,25.756 557.607,26.244 558.662,26.654 C560.06,27.196 561.058,27.846 562.106,28.894 C563.154,29.942 563.803,30.938 564.346,32.338 C564.756,33.391 565.244,34.978 565.378,37.899 C565.522,41.056 565.552,42.003 565.552,50 C565.552,57.996 565.522,58.943 565.378,62.101 M570.82,37.631 C570.674,34.438 570.167,32.258 569.425,30.349 C568.659,28.377 567.633,26.702 565.965,25.035 C564.297,23.368 562.623,22.342 560.652,21.575 C558.743,20.834 556.562,20.326 553.369,20.18 C550.169,20.033 549.148,20 541,20 C532.853,20 531.831,20.033 528.631,20.18 C525.438,20.326 523.257,20.834 521.349,21.575 C519.376,22.342 517.703,23.368 516.035,25.035 C514.368,26.702 513.342,28.377 512.574,30.349 C511.834,32.258 511.326,34.438 511.181,37.631 C511.035,40.831 511,41.851 511,50 C511,58.147 511.035,59.17 511.181,62.369 C511.326,65.562 511.834,67.743 512.574,69.651 C513.342,71.625 514.368,73.296 516.035,74.965 C517.703,76.634 519.376,77.658 521.349,78.425 C523.257,79.167 525.438,79.673 528.631,79.82 C531.831,79.965 532.853,80.001 541,80.001 C549.148,80.001 550.169,79.965 553.369,79.82 C556.562,79.673 558.743,79.167 560.652,78.425 C562.623,77.658 564.297,76.634 565.965,74.965 C567.633,73.296 568.659,71.625 569.425,69.651 C570.167,67.743 570.674,65.562 570.82,62.369 C570.966,59.17 571,58.147 571,50 C571,41.851 570.966,40.831 570.82,37.631'></path></g></g></g></svg></a></div><div style='padding-top: 8px;'><div style=' color:#3897f0; 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border-radius: 50%; flex-grow: 0; height: 20px; width: 20px;'> </div><div style=' width: 0; height: 0; border-top: 2px solid transparent; border-left: 6px solid #f4f4f4; border-bottom: 2px solid transparent; transform: translateX(16px) translateY(-4px) rotate(30deg)'> </div></div><div style='margin-left: auto;'><div style=' width: 0px; border-top: 8px solid #F4F4F4; border-right: 8px solid transparent; transform: translateY(16px);'> </div><div style=' background-color: #F4F4F4; flex-grow: 0; height: 12px; width: 16px; transform: translateY(-4px);'> </div><div style=' width: 0; height: 0; border-top: 8px solid #F4F4F4; border-left: 8px solid transparent; transform: translateY(-4px) translateX(8px);'> </div></div></div><p style=' margin:8px 0 0 0; padding:0 4px;'><a href='https://www.instagram.com/p/B6ZBXlbg2Se/?utm_source=ig_embed&utm_campaign=loading' style=' color:#000; font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; font-style:normal; font-weight:normal; line-height:17px; text-decoration:none; word-wrap:break-word;' target='_blank'>✨The best gift 🎁 this year is not under a tree. It’s the new ♥️beat near my heart.✨☺️☺️☺️</a></p><p style=' color:#c9c8cd; font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; line-height:17px; margin-bottom:0; margin-top:8px; overflow:hidden; padding:8px 0 7px; text-align:center; text-overflow:ellipsis; white-space:nowrap;'>A post shared by <a href='https://www.instagram.com/mischejewel/?utm_source=ig_embed&utm_campaign=loading' style=' color:#c9c8cd; font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; font-style:normal; font-weight:normal; line-height:17px;' target='_blank'> 🇵🇭Jewel Mische💍Kurzer🇺🇸</a> (@mischejewel) on <time datetime='2019-12-22T22:10:05+00:00' style=' font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; line-height:17px;'>Dec 22, 2019 at 2:10pm PST</time></p></div></blockquote><script async src='~//www.instagram.com/embed.js' type='text/javascript'></script><p> </p><p>On Instagram, Jewel posted photos of her showcasing her growing baby bump and wrote: “Another baby! How wonderful! And.. TERRIFYING. — I planned our first, eagerly awaiting her arrival from the second I found out I was pregnant. This one, however, I was anything but ready.”</p><p> </p><blockquote class='instagram-media' data-instgrm-captioned='' data-instgrm-permalink='https://www.instagram.com/p/B6rekcrAUR4/?utm_source=ig_embed&utm_campaign=loading' data-instgrm-version='12' style=' background:#FFF; border:0; border-radius:3px; box-shadow:0 0 1px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.5),0 1px 10px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.15); margin: 1px; max-width:540px; min-width:326px; padding:0; width:99.375%; width:-webkit-calc(100% - 2px); width:calc(100% - 2px);'><div style='padding:16px;'><div style=' display: flex; flex-direction: row; align-items: center;'><div style='background-color: #F4F4F4; border-radius: 50%; flex-grow: 0; height: 40px; margin-right: 14px; width: 40px;'> </div><div style='display: flex; flex-direction: column; flex-grow: 1; justify-content: center;'><div style=' background-color: #F4F4F4; border-radius: 4px; flex-grow: 0; height: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; width: 100px;'> </div><div style=' background-color: #F4F4F4; border-radius: 4px; flex-grow: 0; height: 14px; width: 60px;'> </div></div></div><div style='padding: 19% 0;'> </div><div style='display:block; height:50px; margin:0 auto 12px; width:50px;'><a href='https://www.instagram.com/p/B6rekcrAUR4/?utm_source=ig_embed&utm_campaign=loading' style=' background:#FFFFFF; line-height:0; padding:0 0; text-align:center; text-decoration:none; width:100%;' target='_blank'><svg height='50px' version='1.1' viewbox='0 0 60 60' width='50px' xmlns='https://www.w3.org/2000/svg' xmlns:xlink='https://www.w3.org/1999/xlink'><g fill='none' fill-rule='evenodd' stroke='none' stroke-width='1'><g fill='#000000' transform='translate(-511.000000, -20.000000)'><g><path d='M556.869,30.41 C554.814,30.41 553.148,32.076 553.148,34.131 C553.148,36.186 554.814,37.852 556.869,37.852 C558.924,37.852 560.59,36.186 560.59,34.131 C560.59,32.076 558.924,30.41 556.869,30.41 M541,60.657 C535.114,60.657 530.342,55.887 530.342,50 C530.342,44.114 535.114,39.342 541,39.342 C546.887,39.342 551.658,44.114 551.658,50 C551.658,55.887 546.887,60.657 541,60.657 M541,33.886 C532.1,33.886 524.886,41.1 524.886,50 C524.886,58.899 532.1,66.113 541,66.113 C549.9,66.113 557.115,58.899 557.115,50 C557.115,41.1 549.9,33.886 541,33.886 M565.378,62.101 C565.244,65.022 564.756,66.606 564.346,67.663 C563.803,69.06 563.154,70.057 562.106,71.106 C561.058,72.155 560.06,72.803 558.662,73.347 C557.607,73.757 556.021,74.244 553.102,74.378 C549.944,74.521 548.997,74.552 541,74.552 C533.003,74.552 532.056,74.521 528.898,74.378 C525.979,74.244 524.393,73.757 523.338,73.347 C521.94,72.803 520.942,72.155 519.894,71.106 C518.846,70.057 518.197,69.06 517.654,67.663 C517.244,66.606 516.755,65.022 516.623,62.101 C516.479,58.943 516.448,57.996 516.448,50 C516.448,42.003 516.479,41.056 516.623,37.899 C516.755,34.978 517.244,33.391 517.654,32.338 C518.197,30.938 518.846,29.942 519.894,28.894 C520.942,27.846 521.94,27.196 523.338,26.654 C524.393,26.244 525.979,25.756 528.898,25.623 C532.057,25.479 533.004,25.448 541,25.448 C548.997,25.448 549.943,25.479 553.102,25.623 C556.021,25.756 557.607,26.244 558.662,26.654 C560.06,27.196 561.058,27.846 562.106,28.894 C563.154,29.942 563.803,30.938 564.346,32.338 C564.756,33.391 565.244,34.978 565.378,37.899 C565.522,41.056 565.552,42.003 565.552,50 C565.552,57.996 565.522,58.943 565.378,62.101 M570.82,37.631 C570.674,34.438 570.167,32.258 569.425,30.349 C568.659,28.377 567.633,26.702 565.965,25.035 C564.297,23.368 562.623,22.342 560.652,21.575 C558.743,20.834 556.562,20.326 553.369,20.18 C550.169,20.033 549.148,20 541,20 C532.853,20 531.831,20.033 528.631,20.18 C525.438,20.326 523.257,20.834 521.349,21.575 C519.376,22.342 517.703,23.368 516.035,25.035 C514.368,26.702 513.342,28.377 512.574,30.349 C511.834,32.258 511.326,34.438 511.181,37.631 C511.035,40.831 511,41.851 511,50 C511,58.147 511.035,59.17 511.181,62.369 C511.326,65.562 511.834,67.743 512.574,69.651 C513.342,71.625 514.368,73.296 516.035,74.965 C517.703,76.634 519.376,77.658 521.349,78.425 C523.257,79.167 525.438,79.673 528.631,79.82 C531.831,79.965 532.853,80.001 541,80.001 C549.148,80.001 550.169,79.965 553.369,79.82 C556.562,79.673 558.743,79.167 560.652,78.425 C562.623,77.658 564.297,76.634 565.965,74.965 C567.633,73.296 568.659,71.625 569.425,69.651 C570.167,67.743 570.674,65.562 570.82,62.369 C570.966,59.17 571,58.147 571,50 C571,41.851 570.966,40.831 570.82,37.631'></path></g></g></g></svg></a></div><div style='padding-top: 8px;'><div style=' color:#3897f0; font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; font-style:normal; font-weight:550; line-height:18px;'><a href='https://www.instagram.com/p/B6rekcrAUR4/?utm_source=ig_embed&utm_campaign=loading' style=' background:#FFFFFF; line-height:0; padding:0 0; text-align:center; text-decoration:none; width:100%;' target='_blank'>View this post on Instagram</a></div></div><div style='padding: 12.5% 0;'> </div><div style='display: flex; flex-direction: row; margin-bottom: 14px; align-items: center;'><div><div style='background-color: #F4F4F4; border-radius: 50%; height: 12.5px; width: 12.5px; transform: translateX(0px) translateY(7px);'> </div><div style='background-color: #F4F4F4; height: 12.5px; transform: rotate(-45deg) translateX(3px) translateY(1px); width: 12.5px; flex-grow: 0; margin-right: 14px; margin-left: 2px;'> </div><div style='background-color: #F4F4F4; border-radius: 50%; height: 12.5px; width: 12.5px; transform: translateX(9px) translateY(-18px);'> </div></div><div style='margin-left: 8px;'><div style=' background-color: #F4F4F4; border-radius: 50%; flex-grow: 0; height: 20px; width: 20px;'> </div><div style=' width: 0; height: 0; border-top: 2px solid transparent; border-left: 6px solid #f4f4f4; border-bottom: 2px solid transparent; transform: translateX(16px) translateY(-4px) rotate(30deg)'> </div></div><div style='margin-left: auto;'><div style=' width: 0px; border-top: 8px solid #F4F4F4; border-right: 8px solid transparent; transform: translateY(16px);'> </div><div style=' background-color: #F4F4F4; flex-grow: 0; height: 12px; width: 16px; transform: translateY(-4px);'> </div><div style=' width: 0; height: 0; border-top: 8px solid #F4F4F4; border-left: 8px solid transparent; transform: translateY(-4px) translateX(8px);'> </div></div></div><p style=' margin:8px 0 0 0; padding:0 4px;'><a href='https://www.instagram.com/p/B6rekcrAUR4/?utm_source=ig_embed&utm_campaign=loading' style=' color:#000; font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; font-style:normal; font-weight:normal; line-height:17px; text-decoration:none; word-wrap:break-word;' target='_blank'>Another baby!! How wonderful! And.. TERRIFYING. — I planned our first, eagerly awaiting her arrival from the second I found out I was pregnant. This one, however, I was anything but ready. In my grand plan I was gonna wait at least 2 years between pregnancies. So I was expecting a negative test that night, thinking there was no way we were pregnant. I not only tried to prevent it but I was still breastfeeding (which should’ve helped as a natural birth control also). I met the positive sign on the pee stick with a flood of questions and conflicted feelings. “Aislah just turned 1... she’s still nursing and sleeping with us? How is she gonna do as a big sister so soon? Is my body even sufficiently recovered from having her let alone support another baby?? What will people say??” And then that overwhelming feeling of guilt that I would need to sacrifice time and attention with Aislah when she still needs my undivided attention. I didn’t know how to rationalize or sort through the sudden feelings of disbelief, fear, panic, excitement... ANGER?? I was even upset at the joy and pride my husband had and his excitement to contain himself.🤦🏻‍♀️— I know, I KNOW, a surprise baby is no less of a BLESSING, and we pray for other wombs to open.🙏🏼 I am HAPPY to report that all the ugly emotions (along with the morning sickness) feels like a distant memory now. We are having a BABY!!!! Aislah is going to be a big SISTER!!!! I can’t be more THRILLED..nervous, but thrilled!!! And this baby was obviously planned for us long before we would have considered having another... I find that so SPECIAL!! And, this is the truth to which I cling during the questioning times and moments of doubt: GOD’s TIMING will always be PERFECT, even when my trust in it is not.♥️🙏🏼 “When anxiety was great within me, your comfort (Oh, Lord) brought me JOY.” Psalm 94:19.🙌🏼 #BabyKurzerNumber2</a></p><p style=' color:#c9c8cd; font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; line-height:17px; margin-bottom:0; margin-top:8px; overflow:hidden; padding:8px 0 7px; text-align:center; text-overflow:ellipsis; white-space:nowrap;'>A post shared by <a href='https://www.instagram.com/mischejewel/?utm_source=ig_embed&utm_campaign=loading' style=' color:#c9c8cd; font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; font-style:normal; font-weight:normal; line-height:17px;' target='_blank'> 🇵🇭Jewel Mische💍Kurzer🇺🇸</a> (@mischejewel) on <time datetime='2019-12-30T02:11:34+00:00' style=' font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; line-height:17px;'>Dec 29, 2019 at 6:11pm PST</time></p></div></blockquote><script async src='~//www.instagram.com/embed.js' type='text/javascript'></script><p> </p><p>According to Jewel, she was supposed to wait for at least two years before having another baby.</p><p>“So I was expecting a negative test that night, thinking there was no way we were pregnant. I not only tried to prevent it but I was still breastfeeding (which should’ve helped as a natural birth control also)," she said.</p><p>She then admitted to having "conflicted feelings" after finding out that she's pregnant for the second time.</p><p>“‘Aislah just turned 1... she’s still nursing and sleeping with us? How is she gonna do as a big sister so soon? Is my body even sufficiently recovered from having her let alone support another baby? What will people say?' And then that overwhelming feeling of guilt that I would need to sacrifice time and attention with Aislah when she still needs my undivided attention,” she said.</p><p>“I didn’t know how to rationalize or sort through the sudden feelings of disbelief, fear, panic, excitement... ANGER?? I was even upset at the joy and pride my husband had and his excitement to contain himself,” she added.</p><p>In the end, Jewel said that she’s happy that all the "ugly emotions feels like a distant memory now”.</p><p>“I know, I KNOW, a surprise baby is no less of a BLESSING, and we pray for other wombs to open,” she said.</p><p>Jewel went on: “We are having a BABY! Aislah is going to be a big SISTER! I can’t be more THRILLED... nervous, but thrilled! And this baby was obviously planned for us long before we would have considered having another... I find that so SPECIAL! And, this is the truth to which I cling during the questioning times and moments of doubt: GOD’s TIMING will always be PERFECT, even when my trust in it is not.”</p>

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word-wrap:break-word;' target='_blank'>✨The best gift 🎁 this year is not under a tree. It’s the new ♥️beat near my heart.✨☺️☺️☺️</a><p style=' color:#c9c8cd; font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; line-height:17px; margin-bottom:0; margin-top:8px; overflow:hidden; padding:8px 0 7px; text-align:center; text-overflow:ellipsis; white-space:nowrap;'>A post shared by <a href='https://www.instagram.com/mischejewel/?utm_source=ig_embed&utm_campaign=loading' style=' color:#c9c8cd; font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; font-style:normal; font-weight:normal; line-height:17px;' target='_blank'> 🇵🇭Jewel Mische💍Kurzer🇺🇸</a> (@mischejewel) on <time datetime='2019-12-22T22:10:05+00:00' style=' font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; line-height:17px;'>Dec 22, 2019 at 2:10pm PST</time></div></blockquote><script async src='~//www.instagram.com/embed.js' type='text/javascript'></script><p> <p>On Instagram, Jewel posted photos of her showcasing her growing baby bump and wrote: “Another baby! How wonderful! And.. TERRIFYING. — I planned our first, eagerly awaiting her arrival from the second I found out I was pregnant. This one, however, I was anything but ready.”<p> <blockquote class='instagram-media' data-instgrm-captioned='' data-instgrm-permalink='https://www.instagram.com/p/B6rekcrAUR4/?utm_source=ig_embed&utm_campaign=loading' data-instgrm-version='12' style=' background:#FFF; border:0; border-radius:3px; box-shadow:0 0 1px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.5),0 1px 10px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.15); margin: 1px; max-width:540px; min-width:326px; padding:0; width:99.375%; width:-webkit-calc(100% - 2px); width:calc(100% - 2px);'><div style='padding:16px;'><div style=' display: flex; flex-direction: row; align-items: center;'><div style='background-color: #F4F4F4; border-radius: 50%; flex-grow: 0; height: 40px; margin-right: 14px; width: 40px;'> </div><div style='display: flex; flex-direction: column; flex-grow: 1; justify-content: center;'><div style=' background-color: #F4F4F4; border-radius: 4px; flex-grow: 0; height: 14px; margin-bottom: 6px; width: 100px;'> </div><div style=' background-color: #F4F4F4; border-radius: 4px; 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border-radius: 50%; flex-grow: 0; height: 20px; width: 20px;'> </div><div style=' width: 0; height: 0; border-top: 2px solid transparent; border-left: 6px solid #f4f4f4; border-bottom: 2px solid transparent; transform: translateX(16px) translateY(-4px) rotate(30deg)'> </div></div><div style='margin-left: auto;'><div style=' width: 0px; border-top: 8px solid #F4F4F4; border-right: 8px solid transparent; transform: translateY(16px);'> </div><div style=' background-color: #F4F4F4; flex-grow: 0; height: 12px; width: 16px; transform: translateY(-4px);'> </div><div style=' width: 0; height: 0; border-top: 8px solid #F4F4F4; border-left: 8px solid transparent; transform: translateY(-4px) translateX(8px);'> </div></div></div><p style=' margin:8px 0 0 0; padding:0 4px;'><a href='https://www.instagram.com/p/B6rekcrAUR4/?utm_source=ig_embed&utm_campaign=loading' style=' color:#000; font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; font-style:normal; font-weight:normal; line-height:17px; text-decoration:none; word-wrap:break-word;' target='_blank'>Another baby!! How wonderful! And.. TERRIFYING. — I planned our first, eagerly awaiting her arrival from the second I found out I was pregnant. This one, however, I was anything but ready. In my grand plan I was gonna wait at least 2 years between pregnancies. So I was expecting a negative test that night, thinking there was no way we were pregnant. I not only tried to prevent it but I was still breastfeeding (which should’ve helped as a natural birth control also). I met the positive sign on the pee stick with a flood of questions and conflicted feelings. “Aislah just turned 1... she’s still nursing and sleeping with us? How is she gonna do as a big sister so soon? Is my body even sufficiently recovered from having her let alone support another baby?? What will people say??” And then that overwhelming feeling of guilt that I would need to sacrifice time and attention with Aislah when she still needs my undivided attention. I didn’t know how to rationalize or sort through the sudden feelings of disbelief, fear, panic, excitement... ANGER?? I was even upset at the joy and pride my husband had and his excitement to contain himself.🤦🏻‍♀️— I know, I KNOW, a surprise baby is no less of a BLESSING, and we pray for other wombs to open.🙏🏼 I am HAPPY to report that all the ugly emotions (along with the morning sickness) feels like a distant memory now. We are having a BABY!!!! Aislah is going to be a big SISTER!!!! I can’t be more THRILLED..nervous, but thrilled!!! And this baby was obviously planned for us long before we would have considered having another... I find that so SPECIAL!! And, this is the truth to which I cling during the questioning times and moments of doubt: GOD’s TIMING will always be PERFECT, even when my trust in it is not.♥️🙏🏼 “When anxiety was great within me, your comfort (Oh, Lord) brought me JOY.” Psalm 94:19.🙌🏼 #BabyKurzerNumber2</a><p style=' color:#c9c8cd; font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; line-height:17px; margin-bottom:0; margin-top:8px; overflow:hidden; padding:8px 0 7px; text-align:center; text-overflow:ellipsis; white-space:nowrap;'>A post shared by <a href='https://www.instagram.com/mischejewel/?utm_source=ig_embed&utm_campaign=loading' style=' color:#c9c8cd; font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; font-style:normal; font-weight:normal; line-height:17px;' target='_blank'> 🇵🇭Jewel Mische💍Kurzer🇺🇸</a> (@mischejewel) on <time datetime='2019-12-30T02:11:34+00:00' style=' font-family:Arial,sans-serif; font-size:14px; line-height:17px;'>Dec 29, 2019 at 6:11pm PST</time></div></blockquote><script async src='~//www.instagram.com/embed.js' type='text/javascript'></script><p> <p>According to Jewel, she was supposed to wait for at least two years before having another baby.<p>“So I was expecting a negative test that night, thinking there was no way we were pregnant. I not only tried to prevent it but I was still breastfeeding (which should’ve helped as a natural birth control also)," she said.<p>She then admitted to having "conflicted feelings" after finding out that she's pregnant for the second time.<p>“‘Aislah just turned 1... she’s still nursing and sleeping with us? How is she gonna do as a big sister so soon? Is my body even sufficiently recovered from having her let alone support another baby? What will people say?' And then that overwhelming feeling of guilt that I would need to sacrifice time and attention with Aislah when she still needs my undivided attention,” she said.<p>“I didn’t know how to rationalize or sort through the sudden feelings of disbelief, fear, panic, excitement... ANGER?? I was even upset at the joy and pride my husband had and his excitement to contain himself,” she added.<p>In the end, Jewel said that she’s happy that all the "ugly emotions feels like a distant memory now”.<p>“I know, I KNOW, a surprise baby is no less of a BLESSING, and we pray for other wombs to open,” she said.<p>Jewel went on: “We are having a BABY! Aislah is going to be a big SISTER! I can’t be more THRILLED... nervous, but thrilled! And this baby was obviously planned for us long before we would have considered having another... I find that so SPECIAL! And, this is the truth to which I cling during the questioning times and moments of doubt: GOD’s TIMING will always be PERFECT, even when my trust in it is not.”

<p>Former actress Jewel Mische turned to image-sharing site Instagram on Monday to express her thoughts on her “unexpected” second pregnancy.<p>It was last December 23 when the <em>“Paraiso" </em>star broke the news that she and her American husband, Alex Kurzer, are expecting a new addition to their family. They have a one-year-old daughter, Aislah Rose, who was born in July 2018.<p> 

“I met the positive sign on the pee stick with a flood of questions and conflicted feelings,” said former actress Jewel Mische.

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