SHINee member Key took to Instagram to express his feelings after Jonghyun’s untimely demise. The K-pop star wrote a handwritten letter in Korean where he recalled the good times they had.
Website Soompi, translated the letter in English. (SHINee’s Key Posts Handwritten Letter To Jonghyun)
“To my beloved Jonghyun hyung,
“Hyung. It’s Ki Bum~ I sent you off today and even saw your face yesterday, but I still can’t believe it. I’m sorry I went to you so late because of work, and I’m sorry for not being a source of strength to you when you were lonely.
“You and I were the two most stubborn members in our group, so we had to do everything we wanted to do. But you did everything you wanted and in the end, you made the decision and you left first…it was really hard at first, but after spending time with only you for the past three days, I think I might understand how you felt.
“Don’t be too worried that you left before us. I will respect and look after your mom and sister like my own family.
“I’ll miss you for a really long time. I’m worried because the person who always took my side at meetings is now gone. You and I talked the most during meetings…but now I’ll have to get used to not having you here.
“I’m going to try living a better life, too. When I get older and we meet again, tell me I did well! Jonghyunhyung, you were the best artist, friend, hyung, and colleague to me.
“You did well, and I love you so much!”
Jonghyun passed away after committing suicide.