Former Pinoy Big Brother All In housemate Fifth Pagotan shares how his life turned out after PBB and his dream projects.
Fifth Pagotan shared that his relationship with his twin Fourth has improved now. “Ngayon siguro mas nagbibigayan na kami, mas turing namin sa isa’t isa kakampi. Kasi dun sa loob ng bahay, kahit papaano naramdaman namin yung
competition sa isa’t isa,”
he said. “Natutunan namin na sa lahat ng laban, dapat magkakampi kami kasi magkapatid kami.”
Fifth added that he and Fourth are now more open to one another but admitted that their relationship is, “Hindi pa sobrang close pero getting there.”
Fifth also shared that he really wants to have more projects and earn a place in the industry. However, he admitted that he still has insecurities brought by his admission that he is bisexual. He said that he would still get affected as he sacrificed a lot of things including his dreams. “Until now, I’m scared kung ano ang buhay ko after PBB, if kaya ko pa rin bang magshowbiz.” Nonetheless, he is thankful that he has offers, “Nakakatuwa naman ngayon merong mga projects na inooffer sa’kin, movie mga ganyan, meron ding mga sitcom, so ayun sana okay yung project, sana matuloy tuloy ko.”
Fifth also revealed that he feels sad at times because he does not know if the admission of his sexual preference is still a big. He shared that when he joined PBB, he was really aiming to win more than to become a celebrity hence, he was really saddened when he did not make it. “Sabi ko nga, binigay ko na lahat, nagpakatotoo na ako ng sobra sa loob ng bahay, my only option is to win, sabi ko kay Joshua (Garcia) yun. So nung hindi ako nanalo, iniisip ko na lang na siguro ito pag-aartista kung kakayanin.”
The “Brad Kulit ng Pasay” revealed that he wants to be a host and an all-around performer who sings and dances, while acting comes secondary to him. “Kasi ang bilin sa’kin, sa showbiz daw kailangan may focus ka eh tapos yung iba, parang branches na lang yun. So gusto kong magfocus sa hosting at saka performing pero kung may acting, siyempre gusto ko rin,” he said.
If he will be given the chance to choose his project, Fifth expressed that he wants to have a talk show and that he idolizes former PBB housemate turned host, Robi Domingo. He added that he specifically would like to host a travel talk show because, “Mahilig talaga akong magtravel. I require myself to travel once a year kasi parang nakakarefresh siya ng soul. At saka pag nasa ibang bansa ka, you feel free kasi wala kang kilala, parang you can do everything. Passion ko talaga yung pagtatravel so if magiging travel show, parang doble doble ang saya pero any talk show (will do) pero syempre if given an opportunity to choose, gusto ko travel show.”