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EXCLUSIVE: JM de Guzman clears Jessy Mendiola as reason for his turning to illegal drugs

JM on Jessy: "Yung break up namin, siyempre may effect 'yun sakin pero hindi naman 'yun 'yung nag-lead talaga doon kasi desisyon ko rin naman 'yon"


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7/29/2014 11:55 AM
EXCLUSIVE: JM de Guzman clears Jessy Mendiola as reason for his turning to illegal drugs

072914-jm_main.jpgKapamilya star JM de Guzman is finally back into acting after two years of being out of the limelight--this time with more solid goals.

His sudden departure from the showbiz scene in 2012 left his fans wondering what really happened to the actor who has a promising career ahead. The 25-year-old star finally broke his silence in an exclusive interview with Push.com.ph and shared what he went through in the last two years.

"Nag-undergo ako ng sabihin na nating 'training' to be a better person. Ang pinagkaabalahan ko ay kung papaano ko sana ma-i-improve sana ang sarili ko. Maitama  'yung mga pwede pang itama na mali and mas mapalakas ko pa ang sarili ko para hindi ko na ma-commit 'yung same mistakes na mga nagawa ko na noon," related JM.

Reports have it that JM's absence was caused by him undergoing rehabilitation from drug addiction, an issue which the actor himself confirmed. While he didn't go into details, those two years, according to JM, has molded him to become the better and more positive person that he is today.

JM's fitting comeback project is with the returning Ipaglaban Mo series where he plays the role of fish port kargador fighting for just compensation.

Though he admitted that he feels like he's back to square one in terms of acting and being onscreen, JM couldn't be any grateful that he was given the chance to act again especially since he didn't even imagine that it would be possible for him.

"Yun pagiging better person, sinigurado ko 'yun sa sarili ko. In-expect ko talaga 'yun, pero 'yung makabalik sa trabaho is nagkaroon rin ako ng struggle [o pagdududa] kung makakabalik ba talaga ako o magkakaroon ba talaga ako ng comeback o bibigyan paba ako ng project. 'Yun na 'yung mga tumatakbo sa utak ko noong time na 'yun. Pero inuna ko pa muna ang sarili ko since 'yun din naman ang naging cause kung bakit nawala ang opportunity," said the Angelito star. 

But even if he was able to come back, JM confessed that there were regrets that he was able to miss a lot of opportunities due to his bad decisions particularly since most of his peers have already made a name for themselves at this point.

"May mga ganon, may mga panghihinayang na kung given the opportunities na binigay sakin, kung pinagbutihan ko lang talaga and inalagaan ko ng sobra-sobra may possibility po," he said, adding that, "Hindi ko sinasabing sure na mararating ko rin ang narating nila, [pero] may possibility [sana] na makapunta ako doon. May panghihinayang pero hindi ko parin naman sinusukuan na subukan parin."

Now that he's back, is he here to stay?

"Sisiguraduhin ko napo na hindi nako magloloko," he assured. "Kung maglaho man ako, hindi ko na yun intention. 'Yun nalang talaga ako, hanggang doon nalang talaga siguro ang career ko. Pero in terms kung paguusapan 'yung sadyain na aalis, hindi ko na gagawin 'yun. Sisiguraduhin ko na 'yun," he added. 

Experiencing such difficult phase in his life has taught JM a bunch of lessons, he related, "Marami pang dadating na problema. Ang dami pang mas mabibigat. Marami kapang mararamdaman, marami pakong makikita na hindi ko pa nakikita. So lagi lang maging handa. Sa family lang. Sa huli, pamilya mo lang talaga ang nandyan eh. Kahit gaano kang nasa dilim mahahanap ka nila. Kahit sobrang bagsak kana maiaangat ka nila. Pamilya talaga."

072914-jm_main.jpgOn Jessy Mendiola

Meanwhile, with his disappearance unexplained presumptions surfaced in the past. Among them was that his separation from ex-girlfriend, Jessy Mendiola was the reported reason why he got depressed and turned to illegal drugs.

This was something that JM vehemently denied, "Hindi eh. Naging malaking inspirasyon siya. Nung naging kami naging inspirasyon siya sa akin. Hindi para bumagsak or para mapunta sa kung saan ako napunta kasi wala naman siyang ginawang masama, wala siyang pinakitang masama. Actually na-inspire niya nga ako noon until now."

He continued, "Mali po. 'Yung break up namin, siyempre may effect 'yun sakin pero hindi naman 'yun 'yung nag-lead talaga doon kasi desisyon ko rin naman 'yon. 'Yun nga lahat naman ng ginagawa ko desisyon ko eh, choice ko 'yun. Di mo pwedeng isisi sa tao, sa circumstance o sa sitwasyon."

Despite their split, Jessy even wished him well and claimed that she's "waiting for his comeback" last year. But reports noted that Jessy's good wishes were slammed by JM's father saying that she has not even dared to reach out to his son.

When asked to clarify this issue, JM opted not to comment about it.

Catch JM together with Ketchup Eusebio, Janus del Prado, and Yam Concepcion in the upcoming episode of Ipaglaban Mo.