Widowed actor-dancer
Wowie de Guzman bravely admit that he's still at a loss as to how he would move
on after his wife Sheryl mysteriously died after taking painkillers last April
29.
However, what was
clear for him during his live appearance on Buzz ng Bayan's Sunday episode is
that he is not using the incident as a vehicle to revive his showbiz career.
"Hindi naman
po ako naghahanap o nanghihingi ng interview. Actually nakikiusap sila sa akin,
pinagbibigyan ko lang because I feel na miyembro parin naman ako ng industriya
kahit na hindi na ako ganon ka-visible sa TV," he answered as if to
address his critics.
Furthermore, he
believes that "karapatan naman siguro ng tao na malaman ang nangyari
because andaming nagtatanong sa amin."
Questions and
suspicions further surrounded his wife's death after Wowie and Sheryl's family
opted not to have her body autopsied to determine what really caused her death.
To this, the
former Universal Motion Dancer explained that even until this moment, a day
after his wife was laid to rest in Pampanga, they are still yet to decide as to
whether they want her remains to be autopsied or not.
"Kasi nung
time na nandoon kami sa ER, nung i-pronounce na wala na siya 'yun nga, siyempre
nung nandodoon kami hindi namin alam kung ano na nga ang nangyayari. Hindi pa
nagsi-sink in sa amin. Ang gusto ko lang malapitan 'yung asawa ko at mayakap ng
mahigpit kasi talagang unexpected even 'yung family niya na kasama ko. So nung
tinanong kami about it, napagkasunduan namin na 'wag muna," he recounted.
"Up until
now hindi pa rin kami nakaka-move on eh. Masakit parin sa aming lahat. Until now
nagkakagulo parin sa bahay. Siguro sa mga darating na araw kapag bumaba na ng
konti [ang emosyon] at matanggap na namin unti-unti ang nangyari. Siguro doon
maliliwanagan ang isip namin because sa totoo naman po hindi naman po ganon
kadali 'yung nangyari sa buhay namin," Wowie further explained.
Since news of his
wife's death broke out, Wowie had been very open in admitting that a huge part
of his life has been taken away from him.
"Ngayon
pagkatapos po nung uwian na. Hindi mo alam kung ano na. Especially sa akin kasi
talagang umikot 'yung mundo ko doon sa asawa ko lang eh. Lahat ng decisions ko
tinatanong ko sakanya eh, ultimo pag lalabas ako sa TV tinatanong ko sakanya
kung anong bagay kong isusuot. Parang hindi ko nga alam kung paano ako
magde-desisyon sa isang bagay eh. Nagkaroon ng patlang ang buhay ko bigla. Sabi
ko nga, 'Paano ko kaya tatapusin 'yung isang araw na wala 'yung asawa
ko?'" He asked hypothetically.
With his wife's
untimely death, Wowie says he now draws strength to move forward from his one
month old daughter Alex Rafeal.
“Kung
magpapaka-weak ako ngayon, kawawa naman 'yung anak ko. Parang ang tagal kong
pinangarap na magkaroon ng sariling pamilya. Masakit ang nangyayari sa amin
pero kailangan ko magpakatatag para sa anak ko kasi talagang kawawa naman 'yung
anak ko kung bibigay ako,” he said.
Wowie de Guzman denies using wife's death as a publicity stunt
Wowie de Guzman claims that the decision not to have his wife's remains autopsied was made by him and his late wife's family

BY
Maureen Marie Belmonte
Twitter: @MissHappyWriter
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05/04/2014 08:05 PM
