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Gerald Anderson on Kim Chiu: Masakit kasi alam ko kahit kailan, hindi ko mapapantayan yung lahat ng ginawa niya para sa akin

Gerald Anderson suffers from hyperventilation after his emotional outburst during the Till My Heartaches End press con.

BY RACHELLE SIAZON

FRESH SCOOPS

10/13/2010 9:37 AM
Gerald Anderson on Kim Chiu: Masakit kasi alam ko kahit kailan, hindi ko mapapantayan yung lahat ng ginawa niya para sa akin


During the press con of Till My Heartaches End, Gerald Anderson broke down in tears as he unexpectedly revealed how much he had hurt Kim Chiu because of his much-speculated romance with Bea Alonzo. It seems that the whole controversy proved to be too much for the young actor as he was merely asked by a member of the press if Kim had also confessed the depth of her love to him the way she did in the movie. To which he seriously replied, "Kung tinanong ko na si Kim na mahal niya ako? Alam mo kasi, yun nga, sinabi ko sa inyo sa TV na sa loob ng four years [na nagkatrabaho kami], opo, nagkaroon po kami ng special relationship. And we shared very happy moments together, we cared for each other. At the same time siyempre we hurt each other. Mas madalas mas ako."

At that point, Gerald could no longer keep his emotions in check as he further shared that Kim still let him in on her life despite all the heartaches that he has given her. But he claimed that he never meant to hurt her the way he did this time. "Ayun nga po yung masakit dun dahil ang dami kong binigay sa kanya na problema, heartaches'hellip;pero tinanggap pa rin niya ako." What'rsquo;s sadder than that though is that he knew that he could never match the level of devotion that Kim has bestowed upon him. "Masakit din kasi alam ko kahit kailan, kahit anong gawin ko, hindi ko pa rin mapapantayan yung lahat ng ginawa niya para sa akin, yung pagtanggap sa akin. Hindi ko sinadya na'hellip;yun po ang ayaw ko sa lahat yung makasakit ako ng ibang tao."

Gerald also admitted that he was deeply hurt when Kimerald fans refused to support him because of his supposed involvement with Bea and its impact to his team-up/relationship with Kim. "Magiging sinungaling din po ako kung sasabihin ko sa inyo na hindi ako nasaktan nung may mga fans na bumack out dahil ayaw nila ako suportahan, lalo na yung mga naging ka-close ko. Marami ho akong natanggap na hate mails kahit sa bahay ko, yung mga mahal ko sa buhay nadadamay."

The death threats from violent fans were the last straw because Gerald couldn'rsquo;t just sit and watch his family get caught in the middle of a life-threatening situation. "Pati yung nanay ko nabibigla sa lahat ng nangyayari sa akin dahil siyemrpe anak ako. Kahit paulit-ulit akong nage-explain sa kanya na kasama talaga ito sa trabaho namin. Kasi kung ako lang kaya ko tiisin ito e. Kaya kong tanggapin lahat ng may ayaw sa akin. Pero iba na 'lsquo;pag nadadamay yung pamilya ko. Kumbaga may tumawag sa kanya nung isang araw at sinabi sa kanya na papatayin niya yung anak niya. Siyempre medyo iba na yun 'lsquo;di ba. 'lsquo;Yan hindi na talaga kasama sa trabaho namin 'lsquo;yan."

Gerald tried to understand where these haters are coming from by recounting his heroic deeds during Typhoon Ondoy last year. According to the young actor, some of his supporters placed him on a pedestal since then to the point that they'rsquo;ve forgotten that he'rsquo;s only human after all. "Mula nung Ondoy mataas po ang tingin sa akin ng mga tao. Naging hero ako bigla. Pero ginawa ko yun dahil gusto ko. Hindi ko alam na nakukunan na pala ng camera. Mula ng araw na yun naging hero ako, naging perfect ako sa mata ng tao, kaya siguro n